I DON'T CARE WHAT SAY I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
Rip my heart out of my chest, and let it bleed, til it bleed no more. Let tears fall from my eyes like thunderstorms, from silly ideas of what make hearts melt. Do I Love YOU? YES, do you love me? Sure you do. Thats just the answer you gave so I would feel so akward.
Alone atlast, pitty me, how did I think someone would every love me. Care for me, be with me, and not push me away. Hold on to me, be there for me, love me til my dying day. It was only short, and what a fool I've been, letting go of my love, thinking like a fool, I would win. Well burn my life, let me fall apart, let the wind blow away ashes, and be released from desires of the heart.
No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, in ending its always me to say goodbye. I wanted to be happy, I wanted for you to think of me always, I wanted to have some detail, that makes up distinctness, in courage by colors that make up, unpredictable concerns, to eyes that were not contact of yours and mine.
Give me love or give me death, give me enternity and my breath will have nothing left. I will never hurt again. I will never, try again. I wish I could formulate the words to say I hate you, but I love you, and hate me, I hate me for trying once more, for believing in the secure premidetated thought that you would alway be around. I hate me, for coming out of my shell, and believing that you where an option, a choice between the lonely, and me becoming a Better Man.
Let me go, and let me move on, for strange reason, I am so familiar with the lyrics to this song, and its the chorus starts like this,
" I thought he was different...."
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